A Thousand Miles

Sunday, January 20, 2008

"My LaM3 yEaR Of 2OO8 (JAN-JUNE)" @ 4:09 PM

My LaM3 yEaR Of 2OO8 (JAN-JUNE)

Haiz.... My life is miserable and meaningless.. From day to day I goes to school, go home, eat and sleep and goes to school again.. What does it means? I'm getting bored.. I was once a very happy go-lucky guy with plenty of friends, fans, my love one (girlfriend) and bla bla.. But things just changed so fast.. Everything that I used to have before seems to have dissapeared.. I went through a long journey to get to this day.. Through the journey, I maked a lot of dumb-selfished mistakes, causing myself misery, pain and tears. So I kept losing whatever I have as time goes by until the last moment to realise that I have nothing left.. Every night of the day, where our weakest self is being shown, I realised and I cried for my guilt. I determined to change and be a new me and get part of all that I once lost, back to me. I'll try to change what people thinks about me and change their perspectives. I hope I could make it through and by "hook or by crook", I'll make my way..! I'm comiNG!! 2OO8!!