A Thousand Miles

Friday, March 27, 2009

"Earth Hour - Save Earth!" @ 8:58 PM

In 2009, Earth Hour is being taken to the next level, with the goal of 1 billion people switching off their lights as part of a global vote. Unlike any election in history, it is not about what country you’re from, but instead, what planet you’re from. VOTE EARTH is a global call to action for every individual, every business, and every community. A call to stand up and take control over the future of our planet. Over 84 countries and territories have pledged their support to VOTE EARTH during Earth Hour 2009, and this number is growing everyday.We all have a vote, and every single vote counts. Together we can take control of the future of our planet, for future generations.VOTE EARTH by simply switching off your lights for one hour, and join the world for Earth Hour.Saturday, March 28, 8:30-9:30pm.

Tomorrow night, millions of people are joining together, and turning off their lights to help make a difference and raise awareness about the issue of global warming. See how the world is taking part, with these live news feeds and images from participating cities. Don't forget to share your Earth Hour moments too.. xD

Remember - turn off your lights! Pzzt...

"Earth Hour - Save Earth!" @ 8:58 PM

Remember - turn off your lights! Pzzt...

Thursday, March 26, 2009

"a short touching story" @ 9:25 PM

A Short Touching Story

a girl once love a guy from a distance..

she's a loner..

she always watch him from afar..

though she may never be with him as often as she would want to,

that didn't stop her from loving him so much..on the contrary,

the guy often notice the girl staring at him,

her way of looking at him made him feel so annoying,

he cant explain why he's very much affected by the way she stares,

he cant deny the fact that the girl is beautiful..

one day,the girl went with her mom on the doctor,

hopes and dreams faded away as the doctor gave the result of her test..

she have a cancer and she only have a month to live..

tears stream down her face,

but as she cries,

a face gave her strength to live her sh0rt life worth dying for,

then she made a decision..

the girl finally made her way through the guy she loves..

but the guy drove her away,

said that eversince,she's annoying him.

but the girl kept on trying and trying until the guy accepted her...

they became friends..bestfriends to be exact in a short time...

that was the happiest moment of her life,

until..

the guy suddenly proposed her love for the girl,

the girl cried,

tears of joy and sadness,

the guy she loves finally learned to love him back..

and at the same time,she knew that,

that love wont last,

she'll be leaving soon..

and she felt already that her life will come to an end,

she said to the guy,

"if you really love me,

tomorrow,you will not text me,call me,and you will never come to see me,okay..?

just tomorrow..

this is a test..

if your love is true,you will follow my instructions okay..?

i will wait for you in the beach near our house after 24 hours of my test..

"the girl walked away,the tears that she'd been hiding fell down..

she whispered..

"tomorrow,i may leave with lots of memories of you,

your smile,your face,your laughter,and most of all your love..

i can follow my fate happily now..

i love so you much...i'll miss you.."

the guy followed the instructions that the girl gave her..

while sleeping before the end of the 24 hour test,

he dreamed of her,the girl he love,

wearing an angel dress waving at him,

she came near him,and hand him 3 white roses,

she said."want you to know that i love you,

you may find me as an annoying person then,

the way i stare at you,

but i dont have the courage to say how much i love you,

i love you so much..

please always remember that i will still watch you from afar eventhough you

cant see me now,

just please smile for me..

your smile is my strength and your tears are my weakness..

so please smile always..love you..,

"the girl stretched her arms as wide as she can,then..

"i love you this much..!"

a light then shined and he woke up,

he noticed tears on his eyes steaming down his face,

he fixed himself then run as fast he could on the beach,

bringing the engagement ring for her..

he was surprised by what he saw,

a burial,

and there are no people aside from him..

he came near the coffin,

tears again run down his face,

he found a letter on the top of the girl he loves' coffin,

it says the same as the girl said in his dreams..

with a note that says,

"congratulations,

you pass my test..

now take care of my heart,

i left it for you to hold..

love you this much..(a drawing of angel stretching her arms..)now will you smile..?"

='(

hope you like this story..

i made it all for you..

written by: ''..ღღ繁_rHaiYvE_繁ღღ

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

"Oh No.....!" @ 8:29 PM

HI Jason,

we are just start shoot the drama yesterday, and i am sorry to tell you that u are not selected for the gay boy role. however we will keep in view your profile, for other futhur role in tis drama. will keep in touch with you then. thanks

fei

[ This is what I received from her on Tuesday, 24 Mar, 2009 3: 03 PM. I guess I really need more practice.. T.T Opportunity was in my hands, yet I never make a good use of it, never bust it all out.. What a shame! =( ]

"Oh No.....!" @ 8:29 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

"I Think It's Just Me Being Me.." @ 10:56 PM

I remembered the post I posted on Wednesday, March 18, 2009.. As time passes, I see things clearer and got to understand more.. Feelings is not always right and true and sometimes a lie, if you understand why, it'll seem like a trap.. Sometimes we see things as if it's your everything, what you ever wanted, what you liked so much, that you sweared you had no doubt bout it and no regrets after having it, but there is actually more than that. It doesn't always end or be that way. That feeling that you owned that moment, would not last. Becoz we, our human beings' heart are so complex, we could change anytime. And so, I learnt, before making decisions of what I'm going to do in the future and whether it is right or wrong, do some research/survey, make sure that it ain't a mistake. Before someone gets hurt or filled with regret..

Blah Blah Blah....

"I Think It's Just Me Being Me.." @ 10:56 PM

Blah Blah Blah....

Sunday, March 22, 2009

"The Journey Of Gunung Nuang!" @ 6:50 PM

Wanna know about it..? I'll not write about it, coz it's too long.. @.@ Too many things.. xD
So.., just visit the web below, it contain all da photos.. =D

http://picasaweb.google.com/papermeh/GNuang#

JYJY... ^^

"Bored~!" @ 9:28 AM

Too much frustration inside my brain @.@! Don't wana think about it.. Haiz.. Getting lazier and lazier to go to school as days gone by.. Especially homeworks, all starting accumulating ler.. x_x There's time I thought of to give up pure science stream, haiz.. Dream unachieved, pressures all around, enjoyment cannot last, friends? I don't have.. What-a-liFe...

I HATE U, HOMEWORKS!! @#$%^&..... =D

Friday, March 20, 2009

"PS2 For Sale!!" @ 8:03 PM

Guys~~! Anyone~! I'm selling my PS2.. I don't want it anymore! X_x

L0lx.. Actually is like this de, I'm very addict to anime games which is sort of fantasy-adventure like games.. So far I own this PS2, I've played so many different kinds of games. The best was ahem* Kingdom Hearts, wee.. It was just so cool, I played the 1st Kingdom Hearts when I was Std 6. But can't deny, the 2nd was so much cooler and real, 3D graphics.. ^^ Erm.. I made it through the whole game, killed the boss, thrice!! xD Actually I killed it more than 3times I think, coz I juz wana see the end de story only.. Haha.. But moderate difficulty lar.. =P Haha.. I tried hard mode, but so difficult leh! Can't win.. -.- Wat la me..

Erm.. The main reason I selling is coz I heard tat Kingdom Hearts 3 in out for sale liao!! Shyte, not enuff money to buy pulak.. -.- Haiz.. Wat to do, sell my PS2 den use the money buy PS3 lor.. Actually I also duno buy PS2 for wat de.. Juz becoz of tat game I bought it.. Wat la.. So naive.. x_x

Anw, I even made phone themes bout it.. But nt nice =X Erm.. I don wana say much, check my com lor.. I hav plenty of Kairi-Namine's photos! N Sora-Roxas' too.. Wee.. Kairi sure is attracting me.. 0-0" Haha.. But Sora de hair so yeng X_x

I love fantasy, so I always dream de.. I dislike reality, I don't know how to explain, some ppl who's like me, maybe you'll understand why.. Haiz..

The island I see,
can't be reached by me.

But I wana leave,
all that belongs to me,

to that somewhere,
where I can be in peace.

Is this dream,
Is this reality?
Or was it juz me, who is seeing things?

I see you, I want you..
U are where I am heading to..

[Psst.. I duno wat I writtin la.. -.- Lame dao.. =P But the message for the day is selling PS2, plz tell me if you interested.. tQ]

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

"Today Is So Cool! But A Bit Heart Numb -.-" @ 11:50 PM

Sorry, due to laziness & not enough time, I'll just make things here real short.. Brief story.. xD

Today I went celebrated BK's birthday, it was sooo cool! He seems very busy making sure his guests arrived. Besides that, he even has to fuss himself bout the foods and drinks. He even paid everything!! Which costs about RM500 and if include the TWO cakes, it's RM600! OMG~~! I was a fun day, quite enjoy..
After the lunch we had at Fun OK restaurant, we went to iBoX Karaoke.. We sang N sang till 7pm+.. Sing dao my throat no voice =X

Actually why do I put the tittle heart numb ner? Coz today, I felt a but sad..or maybe it's jealousy.. Haha.. Well, it's related to a girl la.. I think I liked her, but not sure.. Maybe it's not for real, maybe it only happen just this time.. But, I kept feeling uneasy! I wana be close friends with her yet a bit malu-malu pulak..

Today, she left early when we're singing at iBoX coz she said she had to rush back for tuition located near her house which is at Bandar Sungai Long. When she told them that she was going to leave, her friends, which is also my friend, called "X" to send her or more likely accompany her outside.
On that moment, I felt sadness within and jealousy thoughts started crossing my mind.. I was wondering, I thought X got his loved one dy? But why the....he wana be like wooing her?! Quite upset, but..., I never give up. I'll try me best to be closer to her. I wished we could.....hahaha..xD
LOL, don misunderstand lar~ I not that kind of people lar, and also not that evil-evil kinds de.. -.- Just that I wished to feel love again. Is that bad thing too? U won't understand for if you disagree with me. Haiz... Life.. 0-0"

Maybe most thinks I had gf dy coz of maybe what they saw on my phone or probably they thought I was still in contact with a girl called "J", but actually I'm single lar.. Never really close to any girls liao since after J. Though I may not seem that way.. HahA.. Bliv or not is up to yourself lor.. So.., I wished I could really fall in love. It's something extroadinary-beyond limits of our thoughts.. lolx.. Like yes only..

K lar.. Next time cont.. Sleepy.. Camp tomorrow arr!! x_X

Sunday, March 15, 2009

"14-15 March 2009 - Once Together, Forever Remembers" @ 4:34 PM

Time 7.30am, I woke up.. Opened my eyes, blurred.. Thinking about her again, wondering how things will be like.. Things like how will she look, her face, body, her life, her family... Just can't keep her out of my mind. So anticipated! Suddenly, I heard some water drippling sounds, oh! It was raining! How are they going to play badminton later? The field gotta be wet.. But I already know, that the game definitely been canceled. Yet, I still pretend I don't know, even I know it'll be dissapointment, but to see her, I'm willing to give it all out.
I woke up my mom, she drove me there, I forgot to take pocket money! =.=" Luckily I brought 2ringgit =D Usually I treat her for foods and drinks, but this time, don't know how le..aiks!

Time was around 9am, as I'm getting closer, I'm feeling more and more nervous to see her. I'm sure that she've been more beautiful than before. It seems true, her beautiful eyes I stared at, her smooth hair,her hands, her toes and every single detail bit of her, I studied. I'm so glad and amazed by all that she've been through. The ups and downs, we shared. I wished, she was mine..

Throughout the day, it was quite boring, I never really talk much, she was with her niece, I don't know her -.- She brought me to her house, a couple moments later, we went to the restaurant and had some drinks. We had a little chat. She treat me for the drinks today =X Haha.. Actually, we're not really that close at that moment, coz it's been so long since we last met. When my dad reached, I told her I have to go. She asked me if I need her to send me out, I said, "sure, if it's ok to you". I wished I had more time.

It was quite similar too of what happened today. Just that I lost her.. She went away while I was chatting with some of my old friends. I was so surprised. I kept running and running searching for her, keep hoping that she's just wondering around somewhere near. I ran to her to the field and ran back to the restaurant and back straight to her house again. And heard shutting sounds of the door. By that time, I knew I was too late. I'm really sorry to her. Kept her waiting, ignored her. Definitely she felt boring coz today, she accompanied me at the restaurant for about an hour and half.

I 'm so sad and regret. To tell the truth, I love her. I even thought that she might been kidnapped. There's so many times I want to express my feelings towards her, but I just can't do it. I'm so afraid of getting rejected and we might never be friends again! I wouldn't want to loose her. I feel so helpless.. She means a world to me, I just hope that fate, would bring us together! What If - I had a moment..

To Chia Yee Von : If I had a chance, I wished to have you with me for everyday's breakfast, wished to hear your voice, see you smile, play with you and have you accompany by my side.
I know I may not be like your ex-boyfriend. I know I have a lot of things that I still don't know about since after all these years. But I never forget you. You are my one and only. The days we've once been through, eventhough it is short, but to me, I remember it all, every single moment-lies deep-in my heart.

ღღYeeVon....我爱你!ღღ

Saturday, March 14, 2009

"a short touching story" @ 12:12 AM

a short touching story

a girl once love a guy from a distance..
she's a loner..
she always watch him from afar..
though she may never be with him as often as she would want to,
that didn't stop her from loving him so much..on the contrary,

the guy often notice the girl staring at him,
her way of looking at him made him feel so annoying,
he cant explain why he's very much affected by the way she stares,
he cant deny the fact that the girl is beautiful..

one day,the girl went with her mom on the doctor,
hopes and dreams faded away as the doctor gave the result of her test..
she have a cancer and she only have a month to live..
tears stream down her face,
but as she cries,
a face gave her strength to live her sh0rt life worth dying for,
then she made a decision..

the girl finally made her way through the guy she loves..
but the guy drove her away,
said that eversince,she's annoying him.
but the girl kept on trying and trying until the guy accepted her...

they became friends..bestfriends to be exact in a short time...
that was the happiest moment of her life,
until..
the guy suddenly proposed her love for the girl,
the girl cried,
tears of joy and sadness,
the guy she loves finally learned to love him back..
and at the same time,she knew that,
that love wont last,
she'll be leaving soon..
and she felt already that her life will come to an end,
she said to the guy,
"if you really love me,
tomorrow,you will not text me,call me,and you will never come to see me,okay..?
just tomorrow..
this is a test..
if your love is true,you will follow my instructions okay..?
i will wait for you in the beach near our house after 24 hours of my test..
"the girl walked away,the tears that she'd been hiding fell down..
she whispered..
"tomorrow,i may leave with lots of memories of you,
your smile,your face,your laughter,and most of all your love..
i can follow my fate happily now..
i love so you much...i'll miss you.."

the guy followed the instructions that the girl gave her..
while sleeping before the end of the 24 hour test,
he dreamed of her,the girl he love,
wearing an angel dress waving at him,
she came near him,and hand him 3 white roses,
she said."want you to know that i love you,
you may find me as an annoying person then,
the way i stare at you,
but i dont have the courage to say how much i love you,
i love you so much..
please always remember that i will still watch you from afar eventhough you
cant see me now,
just please smile for me..
your smile is my strength and your tears are my weakness..
so please smile always..love you..,
"the girl stretched her arms as wide as she can,then..
"i love you this much..!"
a light then shined and he woke up,
he noticed tears on his eyes steaming down his face,
he fixed himself then run as fast he could on the beach,
bringing the engagement ring for her..
he was surprised by what he saw,
a burial,
and there are no people aside from him..
he came near the coffin,
tears again run down his face,
he found a letter on the top of the girl he loves' coffin,
it says the same as the girl said in his dreams..
with a note that says,
"congratulations,
you pass my test..
now take care of my heart,
i left it for you to hold..
love you this much..(a drawing of angel stretching her arms..)now will you smile..?"

='(
hope you like this story..
i made it all for you..

written by: ''..ღღ繁_rHaiYvE_繁ღღ

Sunday, March 8, 2009

"Living In In-reality" @ 7:39 PM

Living In In-reality

walking this road

without you

to remake forgotten promises

and meet you at road's end

---------------------------------

Every Heart is filled with light,

but to find it, you must first
venture through
darkness...

To find the light, find the darkness...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

"Now, The Decision Of Life.." @ 4:36 PM

Now, The Decision Of Life..

Past happenings has ended, glad it is.. But I know, some people still ... about it. Never mind, let them do what they want, gossip till they're done. I'm not going to give a damn about it, because I think it'll just lead me straight to fusses and troubles. So.., why not just live on happily? ^^

Well now, I have to decide this *BIG* decision. Even that I don't want to decide now, I'll have to make up my mind soon too, coz the deadline is around the corner. What I'm talking about? Think lol.. xD Erm.., I guess I'm one in the million to be in this situation, deciding which position suite me best that which determine my future. Currently I'm holding two positions. A class monitor and a school prefect trainee (going to interview soon). I can't really have two positions till the end of school. I have to let go one of it.. >.<" The reason that I still considering deeply till now is because of Mr. John! Well, besides my class teacher, Pn. Usha, he's my second idol to be learn from. I pretty much like peoples like them, but some students, they just won't appreciate. You can't really find these teachers outside anywhere nowadays. He looked up on me, I wouldn't want to let him know i quit. It'll seem that I dissapoint him. Before, we had a lot of conversations. He shares with me some parts of his burden bout the school. Haiz.. What should I do?

Some thinks it's actually just a time wasting job (i agree xD), nothing's much really. If I let go, I'll actually be more happy because at least I don't have to work much, stay happy, interact with my classmates more. Life would be more meaningful rather than duty(assembly), study(after), duty(recess) again, study(after), bye bye! (school ends) >.<" If that's the way, I'll make myself damn lonely, I'll even have psychotic problems for not socializing! Can't cope my homeworks. I felt that, eversince I became a prefect, I've been starting to be stress out, in pressure and less cheerful like I once was. I guess it really affects me. Happiness is actually what i was always after in my life. So, I guess, I have to let it go. Somehow I do miss being a prefect. I also like my both leaders/idols. Pn.Usha had helped me a lot since my first day in school. I appreciate so much.. She taught me a lot of things which is not thought in school. I guess, my gratitude, can't be expressed as it's so much and many complex feelings. I can't wait till teacher's day to express my thanks to her! =D

I'm still under consideration mode now though I already told my senior and head prefect that I wanted to quit. Friday I'll be officially leaving. But in this two days time, he wants to think about it and called to think bout it again too. My senior said I never respect the prefectorial board wor.. Want to join, then join already, so fast want to leave pulak.. = ="! lolx.. how leh? HaHaHa... I think he threaten me that if I leave, I'll probably be recorded under the rules for not respecting prefects, something like that. @#$%!!! xD

Don't know la.. Life seems so complex as we got older. I missed my childhood days >.< Hope I won't regret after my decisions been made because, there'll be no turning back.

Happiness, my meaning of life. P.S: If I let go the burden in me. After exam, probably I should find some time hunting for love relationships. Haha...jkjk

Wish me best oF luck! ^^