A Thousand Miles

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

"My Tough Decision.. Once Again.." @ 2:55 PM

My Tough Decision.. Once Again..

I guess I've no choice.. I guess history's about to repeat itself for the third time.. It'll have to be someone that is bold enough to be that determined to take this action.. At least without regret, and I guess I'm the one.. What am I talking a bout? Well, I'll began from the beginning then.. For those who don't know me, I used to be a very bad kid before, eversince the first year I went high school.. I was a prefect there and at the mean time, I was also a one of the black society members.. Helping them and giving away signs whenever there's fight's and spot-checks. I was quite a popular and threatful guy there.. Fights was once like a normal occasion that happens in that school, like watching SmackDown every Friday.. =) I used to host it twice N sometimes got myself too, into fights..

Once I hurt my parents, hurt my friends.. Besides what I've told u above, theres more than what happened above, (etc. spraying paint onto people's car/house, humiliate peoples by doing something mean in crowds, calling other triads beat up some guy for revenge). So I decided to change myself..and I meant, completely..

[Big Changes 1]I quited everything at the on October 2007. It was'nt easy to quit, I've gave plenty of excuses not only to my boss, but also my boss's boss. Always remember, getting in, it may just take 1min to think, but to get out, it may need your life..

Since that day, on the following year, many of my friends told me that I've changed a lot.. Not only I'm not that hot-tempered, I even reduce speaking foul words and pulling my shirt out..

[Big Changes 2]Besides that big decision....BB is the second fuzz in my mind.. I don't know what i should do..?BB means Boys Bridgade.. A place where I knew a lot of friends, it's a great place.. Where u can hang out, play, studies, camps or learn leadership and even musics.. LOL.. I'm so unhappy lately.. Because some of them is just so annoying, nothing make sense anymore.. I wish I could get rid of them.. Well, bout BB, I don't really felt like telling all about it.. I'll be shifting school next year, quit every single activity that involves interaction.. I'm lousy, things just always ends badly in end.. I don't wish to continue living in hell, I want something new.. I need.. A Brand New Life..!! Pathetic~