A Thousand Miles

Thursday, December 25, 2008

""I can't answer dat..let God decides..."" @ 3:36 PM

"I can't answer dat..let God decides..."

I asked if she'll ever forget me someday and fall for another guy. She answers back to me with these words, "I can't answer dat..let God decides...". It really hurts to hear this but yet true, nothing is parmenant and forever. I always wished to be with her, bring her out or even spend my entire holidays just with her. But none of this could ever happen, theres just to much blockage on our ways. I wanted to let her know that I really care for her, willingly to sacrafice no matter how much it'll take. She asked me if I'll wait for her answer, without hesitate, I agreed. Even I know that we'll not end up being together, yet I don't wanna give her up. Deep in my heart, I lied to myself, that nothings going to happen, things will be just fine. But I'm afraid time is no longer available, I'm not sure we're able to wait for each other as school holiday's about to end.

Dear, I wondered when....