A Thousand Miles

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

"What A Mess Of Life..! Destroy Me TQ~" @ 8:23 PM

What A Mess Of Life..! Destroy Me TQ~

My life is getting worse as days goes by.. My beloved grandma went hospital several days or I think about 2weeks ago.. Can't remember.. At first I thought I was a very strong boy, that will never ever let myself shed a single tear.. But I was wrong, eventhough it's been a few century since the last tear fall-but I really can't believe my eyes totally went watery when I entered the ward and saw the condition my grandma was in.

I'm feeling kind of miserable nowadays.. CNY just passed, some enjoyable happy moments then straight it serves the sad, bad parts.. Study, study and study.. There's actually a lot I wanted to tell.. But I don't have the time and all the sudden, I can't remember..

Valentine's Day is coming!! This year would be my first year to have no partner celebrating with me.. Since I was Form1, I had ahem* ahem* till Form3.. After the last break-up, I sweared not to find love again, but awaits love to come to me.. Love that comes is actually better than love that you fight and chase for.. It'll be like more secure, sweeter love guaranty and longer-lasting.. Usually love like this, if matched and got together, it'll work out pretty well.. Oh ya, there's one thing I learn from my experience in this love-relationships thingy-never ever ever say "break up to your girlfriend", eventhough u really wanted to, just try to deliver the message to her through whatever ways you can thought of but not directly, sooner or later, she'll definitely let you go. Remember, always let girls to decide letting go.. Why? Think it yourself.. Still don't know? Think harder, if not, ask me then.. xD

This is for now.. Will be next time.. Bye.. No time TO waste.. @_@"