A Thousand Miles

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

"Today Is So Cool! But A Bit Heart Numb -.-" @ 11:50 PM

Sorry, due to laziness & not enough time, I'll just make things here real short.. Brief story.. xD

Today I went celebrated BK's birthday, it was sooo cool! He seems very busy making sure his guests arrived. Besides that, he even has to fuss himself bout the foods and drinks. He even paid everything!! Which costs about RM500 and if include the TWO cakes, it's RM600! OMG~~! I was a fun day, quite enjoy..
After the lunch we had at Fun OK restaurant, we went to iBoX Karaoke.. We sang N sang till 7pm+.. Sing dao my throat no voice =X

Actually why do I put the tittle heart numb ner? Coz today, I felt a but sad..or maybe it's jealousy.. Haha.. Well, it's related to a girl la.. I think I liked her, but not sure.. Maybe it's not for real, maybe it only happen just this time.. But, I kept feeling uneasy! I wana be close friends with her yet a bit malu-malu pulak..

Today, she left early when we're singing at iBoX coz she said she had to rush back for tuition located near her house which is at Bandar Sungai Long. When she told them that she was going to leave, her friends, which is also my friend, called "X" to send her or more likely accompany her outside.
On that moment, I felt sadness within and jealousy thoughts started crossing my mind.. I was wondering, I thought X got his loved one dy? But why the....he wana be like wooing her?! Quite upset, but..., I never give up. I'll try me best to be closer to her. I wished we could.....hahaha..xD
LOL, don misunderstand lar~ I not that kind of people lar, and also not that evil-evil kinds de.. -.- Just that I wished to feel love again. Is that bad thing too? U won't understand for if you disagree with me. Haiz... Life.. 0-0"

Maybe most thinks I had gf dy coz of maybe what they saw on my phone or probably they thought I was still in contact with a girl called "J", but actually I'm single lar.. Never really close to any girls liao since after J. Though I may not seem that way.. HahA.. Bliv or not is up to yourself lor.. So.., I wished I could really fall in love. It's something extroadinary-beyond limits of our thoughts.. lolx.. Like yes only..

K lar.. Next time cont.. Sleepy.. Camp tomorrow arr!! x_X