A Thousand Miles

Thursday, July 2, 2009

"I Remember - 15Days Ago" @ 7:06 PM

15days ago, the day I left SMKTC. The day I went Perimbun, for the first time after I'd left for half a year. It was quite a controversial atmosphere, many people and my friends was wondering why I came back. The anxiousity to know.
Some was shocked seeing me. Some was glad that I did came back. Some teachers don't even know I left the school -.- Grace told me, the day I came back, everyone was talking bout me. Hmm.. It seems like I'm quite influential. lols..

Oh oh! N there's this~girl..

JW says : Eh?!! Why you come back de? Thought U like that school very much. Keep saying bout the benefits of the school and the advantages there worr.. (praising)

Actually I left the school is because I really don't like it there, sincerely. All these days, even my first day in that school, I kept wondering if I had made a mistake of chosing this school. Because my choices was SMK Seri Mutiara. I don't know how I ended up there. This school, it gives me a sort of trapped feeling. Maybe it's the fengshui problem? =x
Every morning, wakes up very early due the the far distant to school. The feeling I felt was like going jail. If you notice, the school is equipped with CCTVs' everywhere even the corners. They use thumbprint systems. The school was small, gated strictly and then they had this some new weird system which disallow you (morning sessions) to enter back into the school after 3pm.
It's so strict that you can't see a snail? -.- I can't see it la.. CheeewaaaH~~

School's really very small, from block A, you can almost hear voices of people talking at the opposite block. Packed with building. But there's also many advantages la. They had many big events held there every year. N the school's quite active and diciplined. At least they got a big stage where SMKP doesn't. Haha.. Anyway, I wasn't about to leave that day. I didin't came to school on that Monday is becoz I went SMKP to check things out. My assistant, she went told the class I shifted, N that Edbert too. Big mouths. They promised not to tell, N I told them I was going to tell the class myself. Was planning to tell them Tuesday. Everything screwed then. Haiz.. Let them say all they want ba.. It doesn't really matter anymore. Becoz the truth, I don't really have to let the whole world know. Moreover, why should I? I know I did not do wrong, I know I did not sin. Let them say as they want for now. I know what I'm doing and who I am as now I grow more mature.

Bye class, thanks for these days. I did not left becoz of you guys. Don't think that way. Actually my brother was coming to SMKTC too coz it makes my mom difficult to fetch both directions and places. Everytime she fetches us, it consumes more than an hour of her working hours. Parents insisted since erm.. The third month, March. I did not want to go back that time. Agreed in end, coz my bro don't wana go that school. N erm.., now coz she told them that I'd shifted, wana come back N tell them everthing also useless, they'll probably think I left coz of something else. (coward etc.) Really mad at her at first. But it's done now. Try forgive and forget now then. If you know psychology, you would understand. How could I come back N explain. The internal feeling, emotion of being misunderstood. Anyway, gOooDByeee le! T_T

Disclaimer ;
Thanks Chin Yung, saw the post. Really appreciated it. I thought of it too. =)

N erm...Angel, you are kind, sometimes slacky, though I know you for half a year, closer than anyone else. Sometimes, I feel like I don't really understand you, sometimes. Anyway, it doesn't matter now. Thanks for everything. GoodLUk!

That's all for today. LOL?