A Thousand Miles

Monday, October 12, 2009

"Suicide Mission #X0X0" @ 12:15 AM

The time is 12.28am now.

I've decided, decided to be determined. Determined to stop playing and fooling around for 4 straight weeks! No more computer, no more gaming, no more 1day watch 3movies. No more, no more!! All my time, wasted. Today, I tried studying chemistry. It took quite an effort to push myself mentally to go upstairs to study. Well, I did manage to go upstairs and study..until 20minutes later, I fall asleep...zzz...for 2Hours! Can't believe it! I study for 20minutes and slept for 2hours after it. Ask me, are books really that boring? The answer is here, "YES, IT IS!!"
After I woke up, I had no mood to face the book at all after the computer games, what-so-ever has distracted my mind since the morning I was on it till afternoon. So I went watch television instead, then after my brother was done playing. I went playing, till now! I feel kind of guilt. Not to anyone, but myself for not studying. Therefore, I've decided! I'm gonna launch this Suicide Mission #X0X0. I made the name up myself. I kind of serious of what I'm about to plan to do here. For my future, even how much I dislike studying, not to mention the books, I will not give up my studies for my future sake. So, I'll just try my best and not be distracted by the computer. Here's my plan, I'm gonna stop using computer starting tomorrow or right after I shut the computer down, whichever comes first. I'm not gonna use it until my exam's over which I still not sure when yet. Exam starts on 27th, today's date is 11th. Time is really getting short for me. I know I cannot perfect my studies but I've to at least let myself understand 70% of all. No more online till it ends, but I will online every 3days for 1hour or maybe 2hours for checking up my Facebook game, Yoville, and blogging =P

I saw my mum's post, a.k.a. Yee Lynn, she said something bout life is hard. Yeah, life is hard..
Holy crapp x) Next year, everyday I'm gonna study. I'm gonna make this oath to myself on December 25th. I want to be sincerely and really promised myself that I will do it internally and eternally. 1year of pain for an everlasting change to an easier future of goodness. Does it worth it? Definitely but the process will not be that easy. Many circumstances will come on it's way to us and have to endure no matter how. Determination.

I just finished playing DOTA with my friends, it's my second time playing since half year ago. The first time was today's afternoon. It seems that I'm not bad. So long no play still quite good at it. =D
Oh ya, today I watched 'X-Men Origins : Wolverine' movie followed by G-Force. It's kind of nice, but not really my type. BK said watch movie better, I know better la but need pay money worr.. Moreover the movies I download 100% the cinema version, even better...haha
Btw, he likes manga. oO

I wonder, can I pull it over myself? Sense of emotions chilling through my spines.
Ohhs, anyone know the Korean drama series, 'Sassy Girl Chun Hyang'? I love it so so much! It's really nice, frickin nice. Do wished I had that kind of life, it'll be so cool, and romantic. I'm seaching for the chinese version, which I once watched on 8TV few years back. From then onwards, I've never stop finding it from time to time via online or shops outside. Everywhere I see, it's all in Korean version, I wanted it in chinese!! Urrgghh~~

Here's the LINK , take a look and if you ever see or found it, do let me know ASAP!!

Thanks a million!