A Thousand Miles

Sunday, October 11, 2009

"What a Day!" @ 12:45 AM

It may be October, Sunday 11th now. But I'm not asleep yet, it's 12.46am. So, let's take it as it's still Saturday ya.. Today I've polished every of my BB accessories quite early. It's kind of cool that I actually did that. Usually I do it at last minute. Gratz =)

Alrite, bout in church, the song practice session did not really go out well. I'm kind of nervous. I tried to be confident of the decisions I made and I know it's right. What I actually feel not right today is that I need more experience and practice and more self-confidence in me. The way I interpret things and the way I'm trying to send the message to a person. It's actually my second time being a songleader. The 1st time was quite long ago, I can't even remember when. At least I think I've learnt something valuable in this time's leading. I will try my best to improve my leadership. During singing, the Blessed Be Your Name song, there's this small part where we got mixed up and got wrong..shyt. But luckily we manage it okay. I want to thank those who was by my side guiding. And BanKok & Feli for helping out and also reminding me the signals to show, which I keep forgetting which comes 1st or 2nd -.- I think I should start practicing on how to be an emcee. Charismatic skills are important. Arrgh...

Today after BB, I continue watching the "Pursuit of Happyness" movie which I'd watched half before I left house. Quite touching, seriously. Afterwards, I watched Turning Point aka Laughing Gor. Actually I've watched it already, but I still felt like watching it over again. =P

After that, I start surfing webs. Played some Yoville Facebook games and continues surfing and google-ing bout the world's richest man and Malaysia's richest. Chated with some of my friends who's quite good in computer stuffs (hacking, gaming, softwares.etc) bout jobs. It reminds me of my once long, long ago dreams and visions of what I truely wanted in the future. That is, Fame-Wealth-Respect x)
Then I thought of finding a job for after holidays. I want to be rich, I want money. So I'm planning to earn 2K for this long term holidays or minimum 1.5k which is my target. I remember last year's holiday, I was 15 and I earned Rm600! I worked as a caterer and extra-actor for Mediacorp studios. Hopefully I can find a job which pays minimum RM50 a day and not more than 8working hours including lunch and rest time. In this coming holiday, I have much big plans. I hope I can make hay while the sun still shines. That is to find acting and singing chances or competitions. Hopefully my Mediacorp agency would want me back this holiday for acting. Coz it's been quite some time since I last contact her. God, bless me, bless my dreams to come true. I want to be someone in this world.

By the way, the church's organising a singing competition, it registration fee is RM10 -.-
Definitely I'll join. Haven't decide on what song I'll sing. The song I'm going to choose is non-christian. Hope I'll win, get 3rd also nvm. At least I will try my best and more stage experience. But most importantly - get a prize that'll make your RM10 worth it =x
I'm chatting with Karen Ho now, updated with her. =x Somehow, I feel a bit envy. She put a lot of effort for what she liked and persues for it. Morever, she has support from her family. Wished I had the same...lol? Hope that she'll success one day! (don't forget me arr) x.X

Haha.. That's for today!!