A Thousand Miles

Thursday, November 26, 2009

"Sigh* What an ordinary yesterday" @ 10:35 AM

Working as usual at KFC@Connaught for some extra income. A good day as there's pasar malam at night! Went walking around the streets after I had my free lunch. It's about 6pm during that time. There's many vans roaming up and down and the hawkers were just starting to set up their stalls. What a feeling.sigh* Suddenly my eyes were attracted, there's this some girl whose helping out her mom (i think) setting up the stall, whose also about my age, had very beautiful eyes which by chance made eye contact. Her eyes were purplish (most probably contact lenses), and watery glowy (probably contact lenses also). So attracted to her that I spare my last 30mins of lunch around staring at her.. The thing is here, everywhere I go, I seen a lot of people, many of my age having all kinds of different styles/fashions keeping up the trend but most just seems normal to me. I rarely being attracted that much unless there's really something special bout her. Hmm..

Worked till 11pm late yesterday, so anticipated to take a walk round the night market. Oh, before I forget. Before that, when I was still at work. By chance I saw VC. Some old friend from previous school. At first, he was a little shocked seeing me. What I felt crapped about is that the first thing he asked me is "how's your life?". I was like...what?? That is all you could ask? How's your life? Are you underdemeciating me? I know you don't know much about me but is that the appropriate way of communicating? Right, I shouldn't think too much. All he knows and remember of me is the past where i screwed up once. That is so lame each time i just thought about it. Grow up, man. One page tore doesn't mean whole book gone.

That really spoilt the mood eternally. Maybe I'm just thinking too much. blablabla..stOP!
Kayz, I'm gonna resign next month on 20th. I took this job coz I got nothing much going on during weekdays except weekends a lot. Missed most times with friends. Make it up to them next time. xD Thought I might get some extra income to buy more clothes to fill in. But next month I'll have plenty events on. Two major camps, each 4days. Got other events I need to start planning. Castings/auditions on the way. Ohh..singing competition on this weekend. Not sure if I'm free..zz

Btw, I went pasar malam after I my working shift was over. Beautiful night. Still, there's many people even that it was late then. I bought Uncle Bob's chicken lol! Even the boss still ask me, "still want to eat chicken ah? Work at KFC eat, now still eat, not scare?" (in cantonese). I was like..haha..yea. Maybe what he said was right. Someday sooner, I don't even wana be carnivore anymore. ROFTLOL. Btw, I visit the purplish eyed's girl stall again. Wanted to see her for one last time before I leave. Saw her went in KFC just to go washroom before that. Bought something, we chat a while. Quite pretty, i guess? Money gone #_#!

I'm quite admire at CY's performance. Saw his blog. He has great things going on. Keep up and good luck. I should forget what past at that place. I know I'm better than that.
For these holidays, I'm gonna relax and enjoy as much as I could. Becoz for next year, 2010 - I had many big plans going on that I'm gonna do and accomplish. It'll gonna exhaust a lot, tiring and stress. Ush!

Follow my vision-my dream, should never give up and just do it.

A good compromise, a good piece of legislation, is like a good sentence; or a good piece of music. Everybody can recognize it. They say, 'Huh. It works. It makes sense.'

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

"Just a Drop by." @ 3:05 PM

I can't online for quite some time for now. It's all because of the stupid TM net. Rubbish company, so inefficient. I also forgot how long have I even wait for them. Forget bout it. @#$%
All these days, I felt I've grown. Not just physically, but mentally as well. I've learnt a lot, feel a lot, do a lot and think a lot. I have become more matured in doing things, in speaking and giving reactions. I learnt the way of communications of others and learnt to combine the positive ones and make it to one and adapt it myself. I seen a lot, travel to many places, seen all sorts and kinds of peoples. This is a just normal grown up thing. I wished I could really share what I've experienced and go through. Geez, life is hard. A fat can't be dodged. Not everyone has these capabilities to experience the life. Sigh.

I have changed. I am not who I used to be anymore. I have changed.