A Thousand Miles

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

"100th Post Anniversary!" @ 2:18 AM

Crapp, it's my 100th post now. I always never finish posting what I started. Probably there's just too much than feelings to express. Doesn't matter, cuz this 100th post, will be probably my last post for 2009. I'll be having great times for starting New Year celebration and tomorrow =p

There's this thing here below, some of what I've learnt and understood from different and various peoples, and lecturers even fine graduates. When all pieces combine together, this is how things is. But for this, it's only one topic which is inter-related.
Erm..if you don't like it, it's okay. Take it in mind if you think it's right. Forget it if you think it's not right for you. Not everything is right =)

I've spent most time of my life thinking, dreaming, imagining things far beyond my capabilities. Probably due to my age? But I did some of it which I was capable like exploring the outside places by riding my bicycle out to more than 50km when I was at the age of 11 without letting my parents know. I had always been a thinker, mostly bout life stuffs. Some people said it was good, because you are clear what is around you and the meaning living it and not just because you had to. It's better than those who hadn't thought of it and live blank until he dies and still doesn't know what he/she has lived for throughout. You need to be clear and know what you want and see through the future of you, the steps after the steps. Because in end, if you're not clear of what you've wanted and not thought about it, you will never be satisfied of how or who or what you have. You will keep on pursueing things in your life one and another and never be satisfied living it.

About studies and careers. Do you know why do we study? Had you ever asked yourself this question? Is it because your parents told you so? Or was it because you see all your friends was doing it so you should too? For us, highschools, the reason you study and at the end of what you get is a SPM certificate. This certificate, means nothing. Well, maybe yes - if you haven't got a job or went further study yet. Let's say that you've got straight As' for it. Your parents are most likely proud, your friends are proud, your relatives are proud. But how long can this shine moment last? How long do you want to keep showing off your grades you had worked so hard on for time and years? Not much of a use, huh? and is only temporary in our lifeline.
When you get a job out there, would your boss give a care about it? Would your certificates bring you to promotions and be praised for good work? No. When you go out there, what matters then and that brings you to stable-happy career, workmates, incomes and promotions is then your character, personality and how hardworking you are. The innovation and creative mind to explore and the dare to take risks. Those certificates you had is just to get you to something you qualified to be in. Etc, cert. of Bachelor of BA - qualified to be hired as a senior executive in a company with paycheque RM3500. It doesn't promise you much and what's next is all up to yourself.

People said, it's better that we study smart rather than study hard. You can see most of those who're in good classes all so worry bout their grades and all they did was just studying, competition among themselves, influences by friends. You could ask some of them what's their ambition or what do they want after graduating. Most will reply that they don't know and telling that there's plenty of time to think or even some may say will think bout it when the major exam's over. When they come out to the society, there'll be books no more. There will be no one pushing their backs and when they came to realise, they had to start to be independent. Most would probably don't know what to do for their next step and blur all over.
High school life and university life ain't meant to be like this. It's only once in lifetime where you could have great times spent and general experiences.
You wouldn't want to tell your grandson in the future of memories you had about in highschool was how you study hard and learned about -Bio,Chem,AddMaths??

Get-A-Life-Nerds =x lol...jkjk~

Darn, I've been so missing someone lately. Seriously~ ><> sweet =)

It makes you wondering if u meant anything for him/her, thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her. Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her, missing the final episode of your favourite show. Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online. When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your mail, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness. Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her. But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. If u miss him/her too, tell them. Don't let them wait. And if the one you are missing can't/doesn't reciprocate, MOVE ON then!!

Life is short, so instead of being hurt & waiting around-Move on!!
Believe in Urself & life, there's someone out there waiting to miss U too !!! =D