A Thousand Miles

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

"3AM GoodBye" @ 2:53 AM

Erm...nothin to do..so i a bit 'wu liao' come here to write something a few.
3am it is, tired and yawning. Saying my last goodbye to my dearest computer..
There's this thing in my mind, I can't knock it off. Maybe I'm really too into - .
I just can't pretend as if it's nothing. I know how I felt eversince. Maybe I should take action, or no..wait till the time is right. Patience I must and stay calm. Pray to God.
I wonder...I kept wonder.. If I had the chance to say what I wanted to say to - next week on the 26th, which is my church's BBQ party?

Invitation has been sent,
fate it is now depend.
Lord I pray for Your very bless,
as - is all my rest.

I will take this as my test,
I will not run, startled or cast.
And now that my time is getting less,
I will try my best,
and let - be impressed.

Lols, suddenly wrote a crappy poem. Anyway, tomorrow's camp dy. Must wake up very early. Lately during these few days, I've been sleeping till noon! So..I never had breakfasts for few days already. My sleep cycle has changed -.- I always sleeps at 4am+! Help~! T__T

This camp will last for 4days 3night. Must accept the fact that last year's camp is much nicer than this year geh coz went to Pulau Pangkor! But this year..haiz, full jor worr... ='(
Nvm laa...I'm already happy if we could all strenghthen the relationships between members =)
Sigh* Awards Day coming. It does not matter anymore if I could become NCO or not, as my faith has started fading as time has passed since that very incident. Will I ever feel the same as how I felt this year for the next year? I'm sure everything will soon to change and that nothing much would left to be the same.

Life goes on and on, time clicks and never stops and everything moves forward along.
So should I..
Even it is hard to accept some things. But -
So should I...