A Thousand Miles

Friday, January 22, 2010

"Sudden Torment" @ 10:12 PM

Just finished watching Paranormal Activity, downloaded from internet. Kind of nice and a little spooky. Good way of directing, the same filming concept as Cloverfield. Damn..freaking me @@
Recently these few days, I'm not feeling that well. I felt as if I was always tired and yawning and weak. I felt like I was surrounded by clouds of negative energies. Maybe most people doesn't believe in it. But seriously, I do. These few days in school, I cannot focus besides feeling helpless and seriously being in a weak body state. I felt as if I had a lot of burden and pressure over me but in reality I don't. The tiredness also brought me to sleepiness. I can't really focus and concentrate well during the whole school sessions. At first, I thought it was because I had not enough sleep. So everyday after school, I went back, shower and had a nap for like 3hours minimum. Then at night, I sleep again till the next morning for like 5hours minimum. So 3+5=8hours. It should've been more than enough. But I guess things doesn't seem to turn out that way, instead, I was in the same condition as the day before. It really tortures me, emotionally and physically. I tried again the day after and after and slept longer hours. But it doesn't seem to help much either. What I think that this is kind of a paranormal thing. It lead me then to ideas of curses, spells and charms or probably dark magics.
There's a way of tradition to get rid of negative energies that is by putting a bowl of water with added seasalts and placed under my bed. Can place for days or weeks. Probably I'll try it today later. But where do I suppose to find a bowl which I don't use o? Dang!

Anyway, also maybe it's that I think too much. Well, that's what she said I am. Maybe =x
Today I went out with my 2cousins and a good friend Kwong Tim to watch a movie. Damn it, actually I had a free movie ticket voucher from GSC valid for the whole month! Was planning to use it today but I forgot to take it out of my bag and left it in my cousin's house. Shyt~! Wasted RM10 for the Jacky Chan's movie, 'Spy Next Door'..zz
Haiz..this Sunday is the singing competition dy! 3days ago I received a call from the music studio. A guy called and said my composed song passed dy! And is now in the TOP5 run~ So on Feb7, I'll have to present my song on stage. I need to remake my music accompaniments to a more beautiful and professional one, which means again need help from the studio. Haiz..pay another RM50! I really hope I can win la. And my singing competition is now in Semi-Final, 30strong. Will select half of us to the finals..I hope dear judges could see my talents ba. There'll be 3judges, all 3 of them are real producers and composers from Warner Music! Probably got chance get offer to join in the industry de leh~haiz
Godbless~I hope I can make it, any one of it. Especially the song compose coz I really gave a lot of efforts and invested quite an amount of money. x'(

K la..gotta chiaoz dy~

Sudden Emotional Torment;

I had to put down the past behind me and move on forward with determination and courage.
Let the mistakes, bitterness and immaturity of pasts reminds me.
Let it be a lesson of life and in the future.
Let it be so painful that you sweared you will struck them back when you return.
Let it be what pushes you forward.
Remember the year 2009 and the affliates.
Life lasts only a lifetime. No matter how many years it will be then.
Nothing would ever change what had been done.
I will make them remember how I remembered it well.