A Thousand Miles

Thursday, January 21, 2010

"Thanks All~!!" @ 3:26 PM

Woaa~~! Today's 21st January!! My birthday x)
This year de birthday quite sad...but only in school~ Why? Haiz...don't want tell la.
Think = angry *RoaR!!*
Surprisingly before this, I thought my this year's birthday would be my saddest or loneliest birthday of all years ever. Was assuming that no one remembers, and probably not many people would really care though. This is my first year and is the end streak of my 5straight years of not celebrating my birthday with parties and guests, and only with family. I wanted to organise a party at my house but my parents don't allow cuz just newly moved to a new house and there's unfinished renovation parts. Damn sad lol! Then they said maybe will open house on February, maybe can celebrate my birthday along. Turns out, it was post-phoned! Dang~~! Very sad...heartache *sob TT

Well, my social life this year isn't that blossom compared to the past years. I felt like I had no chemistry match with most of them. Most friends who's close to me were BB members and church members. Feels much better being with them, probably we're all christians which means like one big family. Some isn't christians but because we're all in BB, we learned and shared, improving ourselves and go through ups and downs, and all these is what makes us one mind, the understanding of one and another. That is how we were close and strong chemistry built among. Anyway, I still felt that this year's birthday was a gloomy one.

For my 17th birthday wish, I only had one. That is...leave this ridiculous highschool and go to straight to university, to foreign country if possible. xD
And Dang~what happened in school today really made me unhappy. I tried not to recall but I can't help it. Really a mood spoiler~ I didin't knew that the donkey of the DONKEY among them is him. Such a betrayal, pathetic friend. I will not forgive him, never ever. But for now, I still need to pretend as if I don't mind and live on. Would still need his help for like homeworks, projects and stuffs till SPM ends. And after that, I would step him down if I had the chance. This has been affecting me since last year and trying to be patient everyday. You will pay for what you did in the future. hmmph~ =='

Forget that donkey - anyway, I'm glad that there's quite a number of friends who wished for my birthday. Besides text messages, MSN chats, Friendster and Facebook comments, there's even phone calls~
ThANks alL =)
Sincerely thanks to all who sincerely wished me. Tyty!
There's 67names~ xD

Below is the namelist; ps-wanted to do this to remind me of my birthday this year =p

-Lois Goh
-Richard Low
-Nicholas Low
-Joyce Ooi
-Edward Coolidge
-Xiao Lye
-Yin Yee
-Florence Tan
-Li Hsin Tze
-Kwong Tim
-Han Jon
-Darren Goh
-Yee Lynn
-Zu Han
-Venee
-Panda Jie
-Chong Hau Seng
-Lian Ze Kai
-Quenie Ching
-Edward Chan
-BiBii Jie
-Beatrice
-Saiful Zaini
-Carmen Ee
-Alice Liew
-Sook Yan
-Michael Thow
-Chong Chi
-Grace Chen
-Ka Wei
-Brenda Chee
-Yee Kaye
-Chen Fong
-Walter
-Wilson Lim
-Joey Choy
-Wong Jun Xian
-Jing Man
-William Khor
-Jeva Ganachandran
-Thaventira
-Chui Peng
-Jia Ee
-Han Xing
-Boon Joon
-Chloe Sin Yin
-Tan Hui Mi
-Lim Bi Ying
-Mohainy
-Nathan
-Azreen
-Tang Jia Lu
-Ban Kok
-Yuki Se Qi
-Han Chi
-Zi Wei Choo
-Wan Pei San
-Crystal Chen
-Weng Yow
-Cheng Hong
-Wei Lek
-Amalinna
-Daniel Boey
-Angeline Chew
-Chee Lee
-Kok Hing
-Ken Ren

---> My Birthday Cake! Marble ChEESe~~!! ^^